Sebenarnye, ape yg aku cari?

Pertama kali dlm hidup aku, aku rasa buntu. Buntu gile kot.

Amende la yg aku cari dlm hidup ni? Keje, family, relationship, business. sume rasa x kene skrg.

Kdg2 aku pk aku ni lemah sgt ke? sume benda takleh nak survive.

Not in a gud mood. chiow

Hari Sabtu yang membosankan

Hello Maya,

Hari ni hari sabtu.
Sepatutnye aku tido lg kt uma.
Tp kene keje plak.
Bosan...

Hari ni hari sabtu,
Sepatutnye aku pegi majlis tunang Laily,
Tp kene cancel sbb keje,
Bosan...

Hari ni hari sabtu,
Org lain sume pegi open house (skrg tgh raye lg),
Tp aku? kene keje,
Bosan..

Hari ni hari sabtu,
Kalau tmpt keje lama xde la slalu sgt kene dtg sabtu,
Tp kt sini kene keje Sabtu sebulan skali atau dia,
Perlu ke dtg sabtu? padahal halfday je pon.
Bosan..

Kdg2 aku tertanya2 kt diri sendiri,
Nape keje kene mcm ni?
Bosan kan?

Tp,
Mana ade keje yg x bosan,
Kecuali keje tu mmg kita betul2 minat.

So, ape yg aku minat skrg?

Masih menjadi persoalan.

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The Journey is about to Begin

Hi Maya,

I am too lazy to update my blog, but tonight i'm just into the mood of writing. So, here it is, presenting the new update from me.

1. Work

Currently i am still working in Camelot team, it feels like hell since i have to come early in the morning and stay back until late night. But it doesn't matter since i think i can grab a lot of experience here. My communication is improving, but there are still a lot of things to learn. I am happy to contribute something to the company. I am kind of worry to walk from Putra LRT, it's quite scary passing through the dark street.  May Allah help me, always....

2. Interview

Oh yes, the interview was last week. I'm regret that i am not prepared enough for the interview. Night before the interview, I was too rushing to take my pictures and what so ever. It was raining, i walked to the photo shop to snap some photo for the interview, but then i realized that my outfit were all wet!!! From that moment, i felt something wrong will happened. It was a long story, but i will not forget the night. I screwed up the interview and ended up with tears. Poor me. But that's okay, i believe something that is so much better waiting for me ahead. I just have to be patient and keep moving forward.

3. Friends

Friends come and go, but most of my friends still contact me. Thank to Allah for sending me a lot of good friends. I miss my friends in Utem especially my housemates. We're having a good times together for the whole 2 years and it was unforgettable. Also my very good friend miss W. We've been friends since i was in secondary school. She's crazy and i love it. hahahaha. My officemates were also not bad, it's fun gossip with them.

4. Mr. H

Less than 2 months to go, i am still in love with that man.  He's having his exam now and quite busy with his study. It's sad since we don't have much time to chat. I was busy with work and he have a lot of things to do there in Canada. I hope i can pvt time to 1st of June 2013. hehe. Oh yes, he's requesting something big for his graduation gift. Amagad, i have lost my skills in drawing, need more time to dig it up. (T.T)

Well, there are a lot of things to tell here, but let's just keep all the stories in my mind. As usual, my mood to   write the blog has come to the end. Till we meet again.

Goodbye Maya friend.

my life in the end of 2012

hai maya. kite jumpa lagi maya. nampaknya semakin ciput pembaca aku. well, aku lg suka mcm tu. hehehe. seperti yg maya semua sedia maklum (ke mmg tak maklum lg?), aku dah dekat 3 bulan bekerja kt Telekom Malaysia (TM). Nama mcm gah kan? padahal keje biasa2 saje. i was placed in camelot project as an IT executive. For the first two weeks, aku bekerja di bawah EAI department. best mmg best la department tu, sbb aku ditemani kwn2 yg best. tak lama lepas tu, org HR call aku, suruh aku masuk camelot team. ye, aku tau camelot project tu susah, kene keje lebih, tp tu lah kehendak bos camelot tu, die mmg request aku masuk sana jugak. masuk2 je sana, haaaaa rasakan! lately mmg slalu blk lmbt, keje byk plus kerja dgn vendor. sedih jgk sbb aku contract je, keje teruk2. nasib baik kawan2 sana best. tp, makin lama, makin ramai yg tinggalkan team testing kt camelot tu. nak tak nak aku kena redha. cukup la tu pasal kerja, skrg cerita pasal kecantikan plak. ewah, sape yg tanak cantik kan? hihie. skrg aku dah start nak jaga muka. aku dah start mkn vitamin, collagen. harap2 kulit jadi ok balik. mcm zaman dulu2. mcm2 produk kt pasaran yg ada, tp aku pilih yg mana aku mampu je. aku tanak la benda tu terlalu mahal, habis duit je. takut tak berhasil. eh, korang penah dgr produk nama tabita x? produk tu mmg mahal. kwn aku ada pakai, tp mcm putih melepak sgt je kulitnye. aku plak naik takut. die takpe, die suka bergaya, so sesuai la putih2. kalau aku, mmg tak lah kan. slalu aku nak kuar, pakai simple2 je.aku tanak jadi pmpn yg terlalu obses dgn kecantikan. iye, cantik itu perlu, tp tak perlu nak berlebih2 sampai org boleh gelakkan kt blkg. sian2.

kawen? haaaaaa, jgn la tanya pasal kawin lg. letih kot nak jawab. aku bukan lah nak tentukan jodoh sendiri. jodoh tu di tgn Tuhan. tp aku tak rasa aku akan kawin dlm masa terdekat ni. mr. h pon x habis blaja lg. aku plak baru je start keje. aku tak ready mental n fizikal lg nak kawin ni. tp honestly, bila tgk budak2 ofis aku dok cite pasal kawin, jauh kt sudut hati, mmg la aku rasa nak kawin jgk. ada jodoh, ada lah tu. aku tanak terlalu berharap. aku serah sume pada Tuhan.

happy birthday ayuni!! (10/12/12)

birthday cakes and yuni noneng

gambar ni lawak sebab sume org pon tiup lilin semangat. hahaha

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nothing is impossible

7/7/2012.. i can't believe i had already done the interview at Sapura Secured Network. yes, it's a bit though. first, they gave me a simple english test. it's not that simple because they used bombastic words. after a few minutes, they call me into a room. there's a huge round table, and i saw 3 person ready to screw me up. hehehe. i thought it will be a disaster because early that night, i can't even sleep. i was too nervous and felt that my preparation is not enough. i was just hoping the miracle could happened. first thing they ask me, is introduction of myself. i bring my thesis, they read it. All right, brb tomorrow. i'm too tired telling this bed time story. and i'm pretty sure u guys don't want to waste your time reading my blog.

the thing is that i'm bored and i just can't stop thinking about mr. h. hope he's ok over there.

lucky i'm in love with my best friend :)

ada apa dengan bola?

hai maya. lama gila tak update blog. sorry, aku busy (busy konon...pirahhh!!)
hari ni, 2/7/2012, kalau korang minat bola mesti korang tau kan sape yg menang? 4-0 tu... tahniah spain kerana berjaga membelasah pasukan italy. cian italy. sobs3. aku sokong italy sbb spain kalahkan portugal. haaaa, CR encem tu. walaupun tempat aku tgk bola td tak sebest mana, aku suke je. sbb tgk ramai2. ckp pasal ramai2, mula lah aku teringat kwn2 kt utem. huuuuu, pilu2. rindu zaman blaja dulu, bgn pagi2 ciap2 pegi kelas. siapkan assignment sampai pukul 3 pagi. makan megi tiap2 hari. fuhhhh, rindu2! baru seminggu aku dok uma, dah rasa bosan semacam dah. mane taknye, tiap2 hari aku melepet dpn tv dok tgk spongebob je. tido lmbt. lepas tu pk ape lah aku nak buat ni. ahhhh, bosan2. nasib ada kawan2 kt sini. leh jgk teman2 aku hilangkan rasa boring. tp mmg patut aku tak join GLAD tu pon, lama sgt. n aku maleh gilo nak packing brg. kihkihkih. okay lah, dah subuh dah ni. gua kena gerak. babai maya.

serabut

menikmati hari2 terakhir sebagai seorang student.
makin hari, masa makin cepat masa berlalu.
makin hari makin serabut.
psm, optic, antenna, multimedia, lab, report itu, report ini, presentatation lagi beratur sana sini...
serabut kepala.
tapi takleh nak cakap apa, benda2 ni sume kena redah jugak.
kadang2 aku pk benda2 ni nikmat jugak sebenarnya.
sbb pengalaman tu penting.
masa tua2 nanti benda ni lah yg mahal untuk dikenang2.
apa2 pon, aku takkan lupa kawan2.
sbb tanpa kawan2 siapalah aku.

semalam hari yg kelam kabut.
byk benda yg aku plan tak menjadi.
tapi takpe.
dah takdir.
redha itu perlu :)

apa pon jadi, aku tunggu kau, orang jauh :)

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